A Necessary Love
To us there were no impossibilities
we dreamt so big and assured one another that everything we set out to be, to do.. would come to life..
It was always us against the world.. and sometimes each other lol
Our love so tainted but yet so pure, genuine..
My very best friend but when drunk my arch enemy.
Either position, was equally important. You tested me in ways others couldn't.
You broke me down in the most necessary places, which in turn molded me into the strong woman I am today..
I thought I was helping you, but I see now you were helping me too..
You showed me that I was capable of being happy with someone else, rather than happily safe, running from it..
I was capable of a love I had only ever witnessed, one I thought I'd never feel..
I was finally open.. to you, and most importantly myself.
Its true we aren't meant to be lovers, yet you completed me.. by showing me how to complete myself. For that, I am forever grateful.
we learned that moving on doesn't take away from the significance they held in your life.. sometimes to grow you have no choice but to let go..
this wasn't something to mourn, but to celebrate..
A childish love that birthed two beautiful people, meant to properly love two others.